abiding daze(y[e]s)

If I can. Exist. Without.
Desire. To provide for what –
Ever continues. Struggling
Defining persistent. Raw. First
This. Unnatural. Shield. Still
Managing in spite. Of
An eternal agreement to comply
With what? I do not
Care to fit. Jagged in smooth
Trim. A shape accommodating. Any
One attempting. Too. Reconnect
Like touch is. An option. Bathing;
Washing off yesterday as if
It never happened. Favors;
While my comprehension cannot capture
Permanent. Might prove. Actual.
Ask. As if. I will
Obey.