laughable. like i am
ever prepared
to serve
silver plate punches.
turning other cheeks.
egos all the while
beckoning what
i am not.
wanted. to make up
for shadows,
what i have
to offer. take
what you like.
see. i am. outside.
all over ripping.
my lack of
equation. i could never
add up
to your requirement.
inside unimaginable
boxes. walls that close
killing me before
you had opportunity
to torture
what has been
far before
you ever
the meaning.