Namaste creatures of gorgeousness
First things first… shout out to Portugal and Italy! I see you checking in!
Second thing… the puppies greeted me with exactly the “WE MISSED YOU WE MISSED YOU!!” required for my survival. They also tossed in a “We promise we can handle the flight!!” and we all agreed that sooner or later they’re getting to New York City with me.
Now, third thing…
I do not want to be here. Not even a little bit. Even in my realm of being a mystical fairy, I’m not the type to say things like “Make ‘the best’ of where you are” to make myself feel better. I’d rather manifest change.
So I stood in my empty house sobbing jet lag tears that I accented with urgent phrases like, “I can’t do this anymore!” and “I’m over it!” while the poor puppies helplessly stared with grave concern. To ensure they don’t worry, I pulled myself together and took them out with my bicycle shortly after.
I understand this is all a bit over the top… but over the top seems to work in my favor.
I’ve got about two weeks of tricks up my sleeve. Therefore I am off to drink herbal tea, chill myself out, get some writing done, and think happy thoughts. I shall remain positive about these tricks. If none of them pop over the next 14 days, that just means I have to make a few drastic calls. And drastic for me, like over the top, somehow always fixes things…