sadly. slipping.

you suppose you
can delete these
concepts shattering
an already broken
idea about what might

have existed until
psychotic intentions
erupted and challenged
thinking i was just
another drooling admirer.

someone that you
could push. could ever
touch. possibly perturb
and find (a being) that
could withstand your hatred.

if i was cut
like how you bleed
there might have been
a chance leaning
toward survival.

sadly
slipping.