nervous breakdown

post 334… what is she up to now…

Posted by followme on August 19, 2010
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Wandering around yesterday breaking night and chasing sunrise, I had a few interesting head shifts that danced between states of surrealism, uncertainty, and confident nods. Continue reading…

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to the first 10 book purchasers…

Posted by followme on August 10, 2010
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In fits of laughter as I write to you in this historical first day of two posts… Continue reading…

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poetry book, porsche, prose, sisters…

Posted by followme on August 06, 2010
gretchen, life ranting, poetry, words / 8 Comments

Namaste blog family

This morning the button was pushed and my first collection of poetry is now available on Lulu.

Support independent publishing: Buy this book on Lulu.

I’m not being pessimistic when I say I don’t expect many purchases, I’m being realistic. Poetry usually only sells after you croak. I’ve got a few books I’m working on that I’ll pitch to publishers and possibly sell down the line. The poetry book is for hardcore cult members – exclusively.

I sold one today, to sister number three… for those just catching up… I’ve got four sisters. I’m the youngest. My sisters literally construct who I am. My sister that bought my book is also a Writer. One day I’ll buy her book… because that’s what sisters do. Continue reading…

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a brief rant and a framed mirror…

Posted by followme on July 25, 2010
life ranting, poetry / 2 Comments

First thing’s first – brief rant:

I tend to fly solo. Perhaps this is a common trait of Writers? Not sure. Furthermore, I don’t sleep. On certain days, like today, this creates a striking crimson backdrop to my green irises.

Minding my own business this evening wandering blocks of brief encounters with many people I haven’t seen for years, I was approached by a handful of strangers… which I am ordinarily all for. Talking to strangers is one of my favorite  past times, it ranks close to running with scissors. Continue reading…

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nearly 1 month in… lovely day for a breakdown

Posted by followme on July 10, 2010
life ranting / 4 Comments

I’ve been in the States nearly one month blog family…

When I realized this today, my first reaction was, ‘That’s cool… my hyperventilating skills aren’t hardly what they should be… maybe this is the motivation I require to step them up a notch…’

I immediately started working this out with varying sequences of huffs and puffs when my old man entered my present dungeon of residence to remind me that I’m a loser still bashing keys with no cash for effort.

Because what else is family for… Continue reading…

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complexity of a page, simplicity of poetry…

Posted by followme on June 26, 2010
life ranting, poetry / 2 Comments

I spent some time earlier getting my head around the figure of 100 000+ … that’s how many pages have been read here in my small pocket of the electronic universe since starting my daily rants back in late September. 47 000 cult members have checked in to say ‘What up’ … or to say nothing and silently stalk… which is equally as hot. Continue reading…

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on a scale of one to no idea…

Posted by followme on June 05, 2010
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I have no idea what’s occurring at the moment blog family.

More action’s been happening for me to keep track of. Over the past few weeks I’ve been handed pouches of herbs for protection; booked various airfares that hopefully one day land somewhere to suit; and have found myself jobless once again which is partially because I have no idea what part of the world my actual residence is at the moment and partially because as much as I can go in and play grown up games for dollar exchange – it wears on me in quick and in quiet ways.

And there’s some other top secret shit going down that’s just too human for the realms of this electronic wonderland that continues to unravel into what I’m still not quite sure yet… Continue reading…

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well… the thing is…

Posted by followme on April 15, 2010
life ranting / 10 Comments

I walked out. I lasted three hours. During the three hours that I attempted, four different people told me how they just quit and my ‘boss’ advised that it’s a real ‘us against them mentality’ when it comes to dealing with other areas in the organization. Continue reading…

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the plan… revised / remixed…

Posted by followme on April 10, 2010
words / 4 Comments

I’m a plan sort of girl. When I was in the States I felt like I was in the zone… the plan was happening around me. Operation go to New York City, swim in inspiration, dance around with family members, and connect with US tribal members was all the go. The words were flowing and I wasn’t feeling like the world is a pile of suck. Continue reading…

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seventy thousand to suck you dry…

Posted by followme on April 02, 2010
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I’m going broke blog family. This resulted in interviews yesterday. I was short-listed for a job with a title that makes no sense to me to do work I don’t care about for quite a bit of cash.

I woke up this morning and sobbed about it. Continue reading…

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