wait four. right.

October 23, 2012 Posted by gretchen

wait four. right.

when you lose
everything. reduction
naturally claims large
parts of what life is
supposed to be.

you see. i ran
before anyone could
grip what i was
trying to escape.
and i was never. too fast.

please, world. view me as
broken. categorize. my defeat
like every average disposal
to shove in a dark space
with a lid. and forget.

swooning to a six foot
step above what i could
have been amongst perfection.
to know how loss consumes,
forget every imagine of once.

and only. i have understood
pleasure to arrive without
expectation of permanence.
yet letting… caused bleeding…
so i rewind. back. before.

expectation.

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  • avatar
    Lisa October 23, 2012 at 5:17 pm

    I do the exact same thing, I’m constantly rewinding. Poignant my darling. X

    • avatar
      Gretchen Cello October 23, 2012 at 8:19 pm

      Backwards is usually so effective for me babe,thank you. I find myself counting a lot lately before decisions. 1234 x o x

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