rekindle rapport

rekindle rapport when we met we extended. i taught and we learned while he swore. that. this only happens once. i chewed my nails and i bit too short. i curled into 4am silence. and he was the one p/eace/iece be(cause) the way i shake. he k(new) that. when i stretched into the sun it was like i could never reach far. enough. the style i chose to stop; inside. there is so much loud noise every time i hold my breath. when i exhale he always...

because i suck at this

I don't have a boyfriend again. After we spent four days making up, I had an anxiety attack this afternoon and told him we shouldn't see each other. This is upsetting for a spectrum of reasons. However, I feel myself retreating to the safety of where I cut the world off and fall into a meditative state of complete nothingness. There are a lot of reasons I suck at being a girlfriend. However, I find my greatest issue in feigning relationships...

Matalan
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