a gift (of now)
a gift (of now) he wanted my hair pulled. back. i mean… up. when we touched and everything centered. inside i gripped and i screamed and he look ed - for me. past. tense. present.
Day: July 27, 2016
14 SLEEPS. i keep… going to the river.
I went and saw Radiohead tonight. It briefly took my mind off the luthier. Not for too long. At the moment it's pushing 3am and I'm blasting Ella Henderson. Mainly on a lyrical basis: I keep... going to the river to pray... cause I need, something that can wash out the pain. And at most, I'm sleeping all these demons away. But your ghost... the ghost of you... it keeps me awake. I'm essentially at the halfway point of, "wait, where's my...
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