tahiti. two steps home.

Namaste blah-g family I'm sitting in the 2am moonlight, with very little clothing (ok,none), a glass of French rose and a lot on my mind; on the deck of my personal water hut - tucked away along the Tahitian coastline.  Having a lot on my mind in the southern hemisphere is different than when I'm spending time in New York City. It's been nearly five years now since I've been there, I'm astonished by what I've achieved. I haven't really had a...

here i go (again)

Namaste blog tribe So I'm leaving for Australia via Tahiti in about seven hours. I'm not packed. I woke up in tears. I don't want to go, but I do want to go. I have to go. My present reluctance is stemming from a mixed bouquet of heartbreak. First of all, I haven't been back to Australia since I left my ex-husband at the airport on my way back to New York City, via Berlin. But that's not why my heart feels broken... not really, anyways. About a...

from brooklyn to italy

I've been vacant a few days. This has resulted in a couple of interesting things. I shook my boyfriend off once and for all. I tried to be upset, but I'm used to dumping boyfriends by now. I'm not even sure if these people are boyfriends. Maybe they're just lovers I briefly obsess over because I'm fond of the poetry it all bleeds. In order to cheer myself up, I figured going out with a new stranger might take the edge off. And to be completely...

water dancing

I danced along the east river this morning, like I do most days. Today was a little different though, it was a unique celebration. Relationships knock me all over the place. I let them. I've said it before, sometimes I think I just like the hit. Like, I've had to overcome so much emotional hardship in my 37 years, maybe I'm addicted to that strength. Sometimes I wonder if I make things more difficult than they should be just to beat what I get...

too good for you

I grieved a bit today. I was a little sad, eventually less sad. Then, I stopped caring. I've been listening to "Too Good" by Drake all day on repeat. I'd post it, but there's some bullshit copyrights that don't let me clip a video yet... Nothing irks me like a greedy "Artist". Here's my favorite line: "Last night, I came to a realization. And I hope you can take it. I'm too good to you, I'm way to good to you. You take my love for granted, I...

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