because i suck at this

I don't have a boyfriend again. After we spent four days making up, I had an anxiety attack this afternoon and told him we shouldn't see each other. This is upsetting for a spectrum of reasons. However, I feel myself retreating to the safety of where I cut the world off and fall into a meditative state of complete nothingness. There are a lot of reasons I suck at being a girlfriend. However, I find my greatest issue in feigning relationships...

when he claps back

We made up. That was the worst fight ev-ER. I don't fight with anyone. I leave. My boyfriend refers to me as a "flight risk". That is a bit of my mantra. There's more than one reason that I have two passports. I've been in Brooklyn since Friday. Later on today, when I'm done with work, I'm going to write filthy stories about Cony Island. I'll post one tonight. There's something about Anthony and I that is utterly divine. We're never allowed to...

book. stories. tahiti.

Namaste blog tribe A month from today, I leave for Tahiti. I'm going to Tahiti, alone, to hide out for a few days and squat in a water hut. It's quite a grown-up moment, actually. When I started this webpage I didn't know how I was going to write professionally in Manhattan, now I'm jet-setting to Tahiti, alone, to play with the words I've been spooling for the past four years. The number of stories and general written work I have is baffling....

To Pour My Heart Out

Namaste blog tribe It has literally been five minutes. I hope you are all staying bright and blessed. Since I’ve been here last… here are the top ten things that happened: 10. Got back to my place. After more than my serve of bullshit. 9. Kicked around the book, made some HUGE changes. 8. Went to a few pole dancing classes, that shit is hard. 7. Opened all of my windows for summer, they won’t be closed again until November-ish. 6. Started...

this internal. dwelling. top ten.

Love to you blog tribe. I'm still internal. Sometimes I like it, sometimes I look around for the nearest sledgehammer to break the crystal globe I've been hibernating in the last few months. It's interesting to reach a point, after maintaining a "blah-g" for so many years, where I've literally retracted for an overwhelming number of reasons. Top 10 Reasons I've Crept Into "Me" 10. The event that happened last April, which I can't talk about,...

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