alliance selection

alliance selection alone. at night. i have these feelings that he might inhale how i am. waiting for him. what i felt in a midnight way. what seems to be happening. assuming sure. unannounced uncertainties pushing me closer into what… i attempt. resist. sad looking… fools… they… try… to disguise. to put labels on how we whisper. hush… we say nothing. staring until it is through. scattering. elements of me. across day after. day...

nerve hitting

Namaste blog tribe Sometimes, after my super, sad cranky bits - I feel disgruntle. Go figure. In 2014, particularly residing in a westernized land such as the U.S of A... and sitting at an invite/afford-only table for how the country's run... it's disturbing. It's the reason I escaped in 2002, and the reason I try to educate anyone who feels like listening since I've been back some 34 months. I would never be foolish to blame anything on a cause...

get out of my head space

Namaste blog tribe I still feel shit. The worst part about the crash-like low times is the literal sitting around and waiting for it to pass. It has to pass. One of my best friends killed himself in April. I never mentioned it in these parts because I wasn't ready, I'm probably still not. But considering that two of my best friends have now killed themselves over depression, in the past 20 months, I can't help but think of them both when I get...

combine coming back

combine coming back he taught me how to keep secrets. again i stopped talking. universe listening. wearing a straight spine. knowing when to bend. dreams returned. celestial glistening. my frail wrists twisted. toward the horizon with every touch already inside me i chanted his breath and swore. we were. one. exotic desire. arabian sea. an aura of honest replacing false. circling hips. rolling neck. attraction like stars to the sky or oceans to...

mix what’s told

mix what’s told we were, strangers. while he told me about he was born in manhattan. all he knows is new york city. are you gay? no are you? no. i’m not judging, just asking about the type of thing you would like to fuck. but we would never use those words to get an unspoken status. like i’m more important if my cock exclusively prefers. my pussy wants reborn offers and promises. i love to get two on… i want you to convince me of every...
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