Namaste love tribe I have been sleeping a lot lately. This isn't sheerly a depression factor - though that has slightly contributed. I lucid dream. I have since I was little. Some people argue this is a conscious activity opposed to dream-state, I've never really heavily invested myself in the debate. I usually dream about lovers. Since my latest kicked my face a bit, I'm trying to put myself into a state of less face kicks. I'm not sure why I...
I slept for ten hours. From roughly 3pm to 2am. I woke up, phoned a friend, and sooked some more. However, today is Monday. I have things to do at work. I'm eternally grateful for a full-time writing job. It demands that I focus in ways outside of my ordinary thought patterns. I told the team of boys that have been holding me up all weekend that my approach to dealing with this from here forward is in one simple way: suppression. I'm not going...
touching transformation there is a map that leads to this: place chords; rhythm. when he spoke - light was all (eye) absorbed and i could (k)no(w) longer... i extended to become his only. becoming.
I've been limping over the luthier the past few days, and longing for Sperlonga. The truth is, the love of my life and I didn't fall out - life simply occurred. International issues with family do nothing for new found feelings. And so it ended, abruptly and instantly. My three-week house guest who arrived essentially the day this all went down has watched me basically die over the past month. I realize everyone has their own "the most...
la voce di crepacuore ho solo scomparire (essere… causa) perche’ che cosa e egli ha voluto. e sono caduto in questo shock. sue mani sopra di me - le sue parole cancellati. e la cancellazione quello che ha parlato mi ritiro. senza addio. senza spelgazione. when heartbreak speaks i only disappear (be… cause) - it is what he wanted and i fell into this shock. his hands on top of me - his words erased. and erasing what he said i retreat...