a venerated vehicle

a venerated vehicle between. this. (k)new combination of reality. someone hurt him. this white trash baby mamma drama. loose pussy suburb trick. i saw it in his face. not her. to real women; she’s nothing. sometimes i practice not telling truth to what’s wounded. my throat was slit before - and i came back in this way i never talk about with anyone. but i saw him, and how he moves. his hands create. quickly. and he says little and i am...

directions of destruction

directions of destruction i cut my wrist. vertical. crashing. slay. horizontal. a lay down way to say these are the ways that i hurt myself. pay. choking descriptions of “it’s a bad day”. i am telling you what i never speak. step into an orb of utter. alone. one impossible notion. being weak. i’m trying to explain. i know no one. i’d rather be written off. forgotten. i was recalled once. result? abandon. realize, i stopped imagining...

affect (of affliction)

affect (of affliction) this morning. you will not. not ever understand that. last night. when you arrived i wanted to get better. even though it was six weeks ago now. nearly seven. numbers are one of the things that i obsess. over. only obsession is nothing compared to the way that i am fast. this impulse. this. sudden. shock. this place i explode and destroy and remember to(o) always forget. amnesia’s embrace. like a soft comfort that you...

impulse ignition

impulse ignition i wrote. poetry. for and about him. too far to speak. i metered emotion. off switch. flick. let’s live like there’s no within. like my heart un-heavy, my song unsung; desire to explain an… impossible. like, you can’t exist when everything died. thrown from bikes with never a tricycle. external perception controls inside. learning walk away without needing stand, weather pattern thought switch. erasing now. disappearances...

alliance selection

alliance selection alone. at night. i have these feelings that he might inhale how i am. waiting for him. what i felt in a midnight way. what seems to be happening. assuming sure. unannounced uncertainties pushing me closer into what… i attempt. resist. sad looking… fools… they… try… to disguise. to put labels on how we whisper. hush… we say nothing. staring until it is through. scattering. elements of me. across day after. day...
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