and there (becomes) this blink. this stretch this flash of light in a blue emerald glass sort of way. i found drums. to beat within this. fragility; this sudden and urgent and unique type. of light. and i felt it when i opened my lungs. and my hips that i opened. extending stretching cracks outside of what i was comfortable. with that i forget to this One. single rhythm.
a(way) to remember you know. i had this touch. like it could be a... he... inside an ambiguous state. say that there is no sort of... gender... type... as if one collective rose above; while i dreamt. again. i extended to a stretch of secret. i shifted. shoulders. rolling to a waxing sky. of wonder i recall before assumption. i prefer to not identify with a single morsel of earth. because i believe there has to be others. i cannot. except....
suddenly we And I was Moved. Like water Like Earth. Never Was this time - Where melted; Memory keeps One Awake. And My... Tongue... Speaks... Bit down. There are drums On My shoulders. Shaking to a foreign... Refined. Purified. Of comfort. Something I may never Achieve. And I am (pleading) grinding Beats my steps take. Stealing direction While I follow To relay a type of word. Suddenly. We Dance.
I've had The Lumineers on repeat for the past 24 hours. I've memorized all of the words by now and danced through Central Park with the puppies at 5.30 this morning, headphones in tow - bouncing on my toes and watching the sun come up. Tripping on the lyrics. I like the words SO MUCH that I'm actually going to post them right now. It's my poetry remix... this is how the words look in my head and feel in my stomach while my head shakes side to...
swallowing why I’m gonna wash you off my karma. You and your baby’s mamma. And the next time you ask if I wanna, I’ll smile and say “Nice to have known ya.” Because your bullshit lies come super-sized with sides of fries - I began to understand that the tears were not my cries. But your disguise left me none wise while you sat in silence and I talked to the sky. Thriving goodbye. Swallowing why.