a shape of say
a shape of say i grab fists of body every time here. standing. biting tongue. pulling hair. telling. again. i lose. focus. licking lips. crossing knees. thighs. this lower body way to express my silent code of un-lockable. what unfocussed eyes circle into seeing. and i will pretend. appease. make comfort seem as if i can grip what i never tell. locked within one. voice. my expression. taking form.