a shape of say
i grab fists
of body every time
here. standing.
biting tongue.
pulling hair.
telling. again.
i lose.
focus.
licking lips. crossing
knees. thighs. this
lower body way to
express my silent
code of un-lockable.
what unfocussed eyes
circle into seeing.
and i will
pretend. appease.
make comfort seem
as if i can grip
what i never tell.
locked within
one.
voice. my
expression. taking
form.