combine coming back he taught me how to keep secrets. again i stopped talking. universe listening. wearing a straight spine. knowing when to bend. dreams returned. celestial glistening. my frail wrists twisted. toward the horizon with every touch already inside me i chanted his breath and swore. we were. one. exotic desire. arabian sea. an aura of honest replacing false. circling hips. rolling neck. attraction like stars to the sky or oceans to...
My phone is off. I'm envisioning a turn-on date of Monday, maybe Tuesday. I really want to get on an airplane and gun it back to Australia, but I know that's not going down for a few years. Besides, I came here to publish a book. I've done everything else I said I would, that's still lingering. I've felt tremendously sad over the past few days. It's a dull saddness sunk in the pit of my stomach. Comes and goes, goes and comes. One in ten...
I've had a somewhat similiar conversation with four people over the past four days, I make a really great wife, but the shittiest girlfriend on Earth. It's not that I cheat or mistreat anyone. On the contrary, I'm fiercely loyal and actually enjoy breaking my back for anyone I'm in love with - which tends to be everyone. I've always considered myself a servant to a certain degree. I think I've got a good grip on how terrible the planet is, so I...
in a space of separation i woke up with glasses on my table and high-tops on my floor and he does not know that when i ordinarily rise every morning i immediately look for ways to stay sleeping. because the last time articles of another landed in my atmosphere i dressed in them. i put them on. i believed he did to(w)o. in every costume that i wear there is a demonstration; painted nail high-heeled glimmer. do you know how i looked to double...
Namaste blog tribe I ran last week. Uptown, downtown, east and west. Friday I swam on the roof of a west village hotel and touched pink toes with a divine new companion who resides in California. Saturday the most legit Artist I have literally ever encountered sat at my big black table and created in a way that widened my eyes and stretched my smile. Serious business. Sunday was Pride, enough said. July is going to be a wonderous, alcohol free...