reluctantly leant hemisphere

this fear. of how
i really feel. eruption
concluding another
destruction and rebirth.
i prefer to be. burned into
a pile of ash. smoldering.
let smoke signal. patterns
of yes and no and of yes…
squinting at attempt
of focus. have you blinked
to start another. venture
out toward a final state
resulting with in. within;
like as we were about
to reconnect. i cut
a modern scar into my
thigh. face. shoulder. back.
parts list and split on command.
grab what you chase.
touch anything free. meantime
i loop senses with clear thread.
invisible. observation.
blood trails. running. leant.